Sep. 29th, 2011

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I have admitted defeat. I am once again stuck in a pit of despair. I am back on my depression/anxiety/ADHD medication. I cannot live without them. I have tried repeatedly to live without them and every time I sink lower and lower. It bothers me that I have to take medicine to be normal. But I guess taking it is better than NOT taking it. I have been in denial for awhile though. Trying to pull through. It hasn't worked. I feel MUCH more hopeful now. Just taking my ADHD meds again today has made a HUGE HUGE HUGE difference in the way that I feel and the way that I am acting.

This was a huge decision in the sense that the reason that I got off of the medication in the first place was so that I could get pregnant. So yeah, we will see what happens. For now we are putting pregnancy on hold while I get myself and my shit back in order.

So yeah.....that what is up with me....isn't that enough?!

In an aside, I learned how to put pics on DW and created a Flickr acct. Private for now til I figure out what I am doing......but you can now see a pic of my first love, and my parents. And soon my I get caught up with the challenge. My one complaint is that the picture turned out tiny and I can't figure out how to make it bigger but's a start.

Ok all for now. Days I don't even know what coming for the challenge.

Oh and for those of you that are like WTF where is this post going....I am on the medical version of meth for the first time in a long time and I had caffeine with yeah I might just never sleep again, but hey I will catch up on my DW while I am awake! XD

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I have one sister, named Katherine. From the day she was born, she was mine. Not my parents, mine. She is 2 years younger than me, but it doesn't feel like it. Where you found her, you found me and vice versa. It was more like being twins honestly. She is by far one of my best friends. Here are some pictures over the years.....not all of my faves, I will have to find some more and upload them......I do have some better/funnier pics to post but these were what I found for now.....

My Bachlorette Party!

Adding my veil on my wedding day

Also, these pics were the NORMAL ones! Usually photo shoots went something like this.....(and I was the normal one!)
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A New Orleans streetcar. Oh home. I miss it SO much! ♥
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Apollo 13

Little Miss Sunshine


The Princess and the Frog

Down Periscope



French Kiss

The First Wives Club

I am sure there are more but this is all I have for now......


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